The Grace and My Favorite Songs.

For two Sundays God has proven to me His grace is real. And I have to write this so I won't forget it years later. I still remember, the first Sunday, I was on my way to the church, and suddenly God asked something in my heart, "What song do you want to hear today in the church, dear?" Well God knows that I have this thing with songs. I can't really relate with the worship if I don't know the song. 

So as I speed up my motorbike, I said, "Well do you think it's a bit odd, to ask me what I want to hear? We are all going there so you can hear our praises, Lord. But, if you ask me, well, it would be cool if I can hear some Israel Houghton's songs." Though I knew that they usually don't sing that kind of gospel song in my morning church. 

I rushed myself to the service because I was 15 minutes late, sat down, said my prayers, and joined the praises. It was the second song I think, when I heard a very, very familiar tune. Then the worship leader started to sing "I'm a friend of God, I'm a friend of God..."

I was in awe... I couldn't say anything. I just smiled all the way. It was Israel Houghton's song. This morning church doesn't sing gospel songs, but they sang it anyway, because God wanted to let His daughter know that His grace is real. 

The next Sunday, I was on my way to Church again, the same morning church. And I was listening to an Indonesian praise song, called "Allah Sanggup" (God is able). It's a very cool song and I love it. So I had this wild thoughts, I said to myself "It would be crazy, if suddenly they play this song in the church, because no way that could happen".

I came to the church, sat down, said my prayers, and got up to join the praises. And there, for the second time, I heard a very familiar tune, because I just heard it on my iPod! And suddenly they just started singing the song "Allah Sanggup".

That was one in a million chances. That was amazing. That was real! I got no one to share this with until now though. I kept it to myself, even from my cell group friends because I don't want to sound cocky. Remember why everybody hated John? Because John always said, He was the one God loved. Though everybody is loved by God, but only John realized it and admitted it.

But I am thankful, because for two weeks in a row, God showed me that His grace is real, therefore sufficient, for any of us. So whenever you think that God doesn't remember that it's your birthday, or He doesn't care that you need a car, or a decent job. Believe me, you are wrong. If He has the time to play your favorite song, He has the time for all the important things in your life. I still have so much to tell about His grace in that part too. And it will be on my next post.

Because God Has Made Everything New.

So here's the news. I have finally changed my blog's name just now. I hope you find it nice. It's quite a big change actually. Because if you understand the blogging business, it's not usual to change a blog's name. But anyway, I feel that my life has changed in the past 2 years, so a lot of me have changed too. But it is now moving toward the right direction. My visions, my concerns of the world and the people, it all got clearer and better. That's why I need to change the name. To acknowledge the big change God has made in my life.

Why "The Grace Observed"? Well, I have to admit, I am quite inspired by a book written by C.S. Lewis, "A Grief Observed". I was reading it because I'm writing a book about overcoming grief. But thankful to God, this year, my life is no longer about grief. I have come to my senses that Mom is with God now. She is happy and having a huge party with Grandma up there. Moreover, this exact same year, God has introduced me to His "grace". The word that is so common, but so mysterious as well, to the human mind. And I have spent some time understanding and observing the grace, that I became a 'tiny' bit obsessed by it. Well, then a word came to me one night "grace observed". If I think about it, well, yes, I am observing the grace for a few months now, and still doing it. And maybe will keep doing it until my time is through. The point is, you will never really understand the grace of God. Because you are human beings, with human minds. But you can observe, feel, and be thankful of the grace. That is, fortunately, all you need to do. Like pastor Joseph Prince once said, just receive it. I like that word. Receive. (No, no, I'm not gonna change my blog's name again). So The Grace Observed represents my journey in 2012. It represents what I'm doing. What my life is about. And I want to share to you my findings about God's grace, also my days living inside the grace, so you can be blessed by the fact that, by grace, you are already free.

Ps: I hope you like the new simple design too... Thanks to the Manifest template, I can now have a clean and strict forward blog page.

Aku, Internet, dan Gaya Hidup.

Jika Toni Blank (Pria setengah waras yang populer lewat acara Toni Blank Show di YouTube dan Facebook) ditanya mengenai internet, ia pasti akan menjawab, internet adalah ‘perjumpaan antara dua massa lewat gelombang wave yang cepat dan movement transformation, sehingga tercapai happiness.’ Dan kita akan dibuat terbahak plus terheran-heran oleh ucapannya yang menggelikan dan  tak dapat dimengerti. Ya, Toni Blank memang selalu meracau, tapi itulah yang menarik ribuan penggemar yang kerap memadati YouTube setiap kali episode singkat Toni Blank di-upload oleh para produsernya. 

Berbeda dengan Mas Toni, aku tak punya definisi panjang lebar tentang internet. Hanya satu, dan itu cukup. Internet adalah teman. Teman baikku. Terutama di saat-saat di mana hanya ada aku dan komputerku, atau aku dan gadget-gadgetku, maka internet lah penyambung nyawaku dari hari ke hari. Berlebihan memang, tapi tidak sepenuhnya hiperbolis. Karena memang kenyataannya, aku jarang dapat dipisahkan dari internet. Apalagi setelah aku memasuki bisnis online media di awal tahun 2011. Lebih dan lebih lagi aku rela berjubel bersama milyaran orang lainnya di dunia tanpa batas ini.

Dari jam 9 pagi hingga bisa-bisa jam 2 pagi hari berikutnya, aku duduk serta melakukan segala aktivitas internet yang aku sukai, dan hanya akan diselangi oleh makan siang, perjalanan pulang dari kantor, dan makan malam, itupun jika ayahku meminta agar aku tidak makan malam di depan komputer. Dan lagipula, jika tidak di depan komputer pun, masih ada blackberry dan gadget-gadgetconnected. lainnya yang dapat membuat kita tetap

Dan aku seratus persen yakin, itulah yang dilakukan oleh sebagian besar orang hari-hari ini. Apalagi semenjak era iPad, Playbook, dan Galaxy Tab merambah Indonesia, internet sudah bukan lagi kudapan untuk kalangan tertentu saja, tapi hampir semua orang. Sudah tidak asing kalau kita melihat ibu-ibu sedang duduk santai di sebuah café sambil browsing lewat iPadnya. Atau anak-anak kecil bermain games online di laptop ayahnya. Sampai-sampai jika sebuah café tidak memiliki sambungan internet nirkabel (wi-fi), maka sang manajer cafe sebaiknya mempersiapkan pidato permintaan maaf yang cukup rasional kepada para pengunjungnya, dan bahkan terkadang, harus rela kehilangan pelanggan. Sedrastis itu, ya, dan setragis itu. Itu pula alasan kuat di balik beratus-ratus café yang sudah memberikan layanan wi-fi gratis bagi para pengunjungnya. Ironis bahkan, orang terkadang tak begitu peduli apakah kopi di tempat ini enak atau tidak, tapi lebih peduli pada apakah di tempat ini ada wi-fiwi-fi-nya cepat”. Begitu komentar seorang temanku. Lho jadi bukan kopinya yang enak?? Yah, meskipun ini pukulan telak yang cukup menyakitkan bagi para manajer dan owner café, tapi itulah kenyataan, teman, dan kenyataan itu menyakitkan. atau tidak. “Saya suka nongkrong di café ini karena

Jadi aku pikir, walau tulisan ini memang berjudul Aku, Internet, dan Gaya Hidup, tapi maafkan aku, karena menurutku ini sudah bukan lagi tentang gaya hidup. Internet, tanpa kita sadari, sudah tidak lagi berada di jajaran itu. Aku rasa, internet sudah jauh melewati kategori ‘gaya hidup’. Saat ini, praktis, internet telah menjadi sebuah kebiasaan (habit). Sesuatu yang secara otomatis kita lakukan secara reguler tanpa kita sadari. Anda tidak percaya? Coba perhatikan apa yang kita lakukan setiap pagi. Sikat gigi misalnya, nah itu sebuah kebiasaan yang otomatis kita lakukan tanpa bertanya mengapa dan untuk apa kita melakukannya, kan. Bahkan kita mampu melakukannya dengan mata setengah terpejam. Lalu perhatikanlah beberapa menit kemudian, kita akan berjalan tergopoh sambil menelusuri meja atau tempat tidur untuk mencari Blackberry, iPhone, atau gadget lainnya yang kita miliki, dan mulai membuka aplikasi Facebook dan Twitter. Masih dengan mata setengah terpejam, dan dengan tingkat kesadaran seadanya. Tak berapa lama, muncullah status ‘selamat pagi’ yang menyapa teman-teman kita di dunia maya. Jadi Anda percaya sekarang, bahwa kita sedang membicarakan 'kebiasaan', dan bukan lagi sekadar ‘gaya hidup’?

Mengapa? Sederhana, karena internet sudah menjadi seperti darah yang mengaliri otot-otot kita, mendukung seluruh aktivitas kerja kita, menghidupkan gairah dan memberikan semangat, dan selalu ada saat kita membutuhkannya. Selalu menjawab pertanyaan. Selalu menjadi a silent but reliable friend. Dan seperti Anda yang sudah sangat terbiasa dengan kehadiran teman-teman baik Anda, begitu pulalah Anda terbiasa dengan internet.

Lalu melihat fenomena ini, apa yang harus kita lakukan selanjutnya? Browsing? Download? Upload? Blogging? Social-networking? Tweeting? Menggunakannya sebagai sarana komersial sebagai bagian dari strategi marketing perusahaan kita? Bukankah itu yang memang kita lakukan setiap hari? Apalagi yang lebih baik dari itu?

Jawabannya, MEMBUAT PERBEDAAN. Itu yang dapat kita lakukan. 

Itu hal yang lebih baik, dibandingkan hanya semata-mata memanfaatkan internet dan segala kapasitasnya untuk kepuasan pribadi atau kepentingan komersial dan bisnis. Tapi membuat internet berdampak dan ikut andil dalam memajukan sebuah komunitas, atau masyarakat, atau bangsa, itu baru sebuah tujuan yang pantas diperjuangkan.

Pindahkan kegiatan-kegiatan sosial ke online media. Lakukan fundraising, live streaming melalui internet. Buatlah website yang dapat menjawab permasalahan-permasalahan manusia yang belum terselesaikan. Apapun itu, lakukan perubahan. Lakukan perubahan lewat internet. Bukannya  berserah pada trend dan secara konstan menjadi 'bunglon' yang terus menerus ‘diubah’ oleh internet. Tentukan arus, dengan tidak mengikuti arus.

Jadi? Ya, aku berharap banyak pada internet. Tapi aku juga akan mengubah internet. Itu impianku, dan itu janjiku. Suatu hari, internet tidak akan pernah sama lagi, sebab beberapa orang memutuskan untuk membuat perbedaan. Dan semoga ketika saat itu tiba, aku berada di antara mereka.

(Tulisan ini diikutsertakan dalam Bhinneka Blog Competition: http://www.bhinneka.com)

Movies I Love: Step Up 3D



And another inspiring movie this month is Step Up 3D! If you haven't got the chance to watch it, I suggest you make that chance, and make it twice (or more); cause the movie was unbelievably awesome!! I was stunned since the early minutes of the movie. I would say, Step Up 3D is the craziest dance movie ever! My God, I have never seen all those moves before! I was thinking of watching it again while I'm watching it! You got what I mean? I haven't even finished the movie yet, but I was thinking of watching it again! The movie is by far the best dance movie ever and maybe will remain so for many years to come. The casts were lovely; I am officially falling in love with Moose (Adam G. Sevani), he's the best-est dancer I have ever seen, and a very cute human being. Together with Cam (Alyson Stoner), they made an adorable dance couple. In fact, I like them more than the main casts (Rick Malambri and Sharni Vinson). 

And of course, since I really love it, I watched the movie again the next day. And yes, I was still as stunned as the first time, plus, maybe since I had time to pay attention more to the story then the dance itself, I was then touched by the way they live their dream. All my life, I want to chase my dream the way they do it. By keep fighting for what they believe, no matter what, until they get it eventually. Because something is real as long as you believe it. That's what I know. This movie certainly reminds me of my dream and that I still have the chance to actually live it. The movie also reminds us to follow our talents, because the life we've been dreaming of (the life that is destined for us), surely won’t be too far from our talents. Or in other words, your talents are the main tools to bring you to the life of your dream. Use it, improve it, and make it happen!

Movies I Love: Eat, Pray, Love.



I was a bit sad when I heard my brother criticizing the movie Eat, Pray, Love (he hasn't even watched it yet!). I myself found the movie quite nice and inspiring. Moreover, because the movie was set in Indonesia, my home country (that is in fact the main reason I watched it in the first place...^^). I can see how Bali was exposed at its best, and how Indonesian people played a huge role in supporting the movie. The casts were brilliant. And the best part was when I saw Christine Hakiem, playing the role of Wayan. Indonesian actress starring in a Hollywood movie, well, I took that as a wonderful surprise, and a great achievement for Christine Hakiem herself as an actress, but also for Indonesia, because finally, the time has arrived, when Indonesian people are admitted by the world, and invited to join the 'big bowl'. Because, I truly believe, Indonesia is a great nation, with all the great talents and resources inside. The problem is many times; we don't believe that we can do it. We can be great people, we can be a great country, and we can be a great nation, because we have it all here. We just have to believe it, and do everything we can to prove it.

So I admit, maybe, some parts of the movie were a bit indulging, but, there’s a few funny scenes too. Like the scene where Elizabeth captured the Italian ways of 'talking with hands', I think it's hilarious. But most important was the life lessons I got from the movie, like what Ketut said in the end, as a conclusion of Elizabeth's journey of finding balance in life. He said, "Liz, losing balance for love, is part of living a balance life..." Man, that is deep... So what I learned from Eat, Pray, Love, is to enjoy life as much as we can, work our best but don’t forget to take a break once in a while, have fun, and don't afraid to lose your balance for something far more important. And for all of these reasons, I'd say, Eat, Pray, Love is worth to watch.

A Cup Of Tea: Arti Kesabaran


Aku mengartikan kesabaran sebagai kemampuan untuk menghadapi pengulangan, dan melaluinya.


Pengulangan dari hal-hal yang kurang menyenangkan, pengulangan waktu-waktu penantian, pengulangan celaan orang terhadap hasil kerja kerasmu, atau pengulangan ujian demi ujian dalam hidupmu, pengulangan masalah-masalah lama di masa lalu, pengulangan keragu-raguan dari orang-orang yang memandang kamu sebelah mata (mungkin dulu dengan mata kiri, sekarang dengan mata kanan, biar adil...). Pengulangan perlawanan orang-orang yang tak dapat menerima nasihatmu. Pengulangan pengkhianatan dari mereka yang menyayangi kamu. Pengulangan kegagalan yang padahal sudah sedemikian rupa kamu hindari, pengulangan kelalaian orang-orang yang kamu harapkan tidak melakukannya. Pengulangan pilihan-pilihan yang salah yang kamu lakukan. Pengulangan perjumpaan dengan orang-orang yang tidak menyenangkan. Pengulangan rasa lelah yang berkepanjangan. Pengulangan pengajaran Tuhan atas kebebalan kita manusia. Pengulangan, bagaimana pun membosankannya, terbukti meningkatkan kesabaran. Karena itu aku akan mengulangi nasihatku juga dengan berulang (kalau kamu cukup sabar, kamu pasti akan membaca artikel ini sampai selesai...hehehe). Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar. Sabar... Sabar......... Sabar. Pengulangan meningkatkan kesabaran.

A Cup Of Tea: From 45 To 65. A Reflection on Indonesia's Independence Day.


Today is the new mark of our freedom... It has been 65 years, since the history wrote our proclamation. Since God and the world granted our 350 years old wish. We wanted to be free... Free to set our own limits... Free to reach our dreams... Free to stand up and free to sit down... Free to be man and free to be woman... Free to reach the highest rank of ourselves... Free to be whatever true we want to be... Free to be free... In our own country.

But we all know that this freedom is not free at first. It is bought with blood. It is forced. It is fought. It is learned.
But today... It is almost forgotten. I'm telling you... Believe it or not we forget, all the time, of how precious is our freedom. How undeniably expensive is this short and simple term. And we just forget. Some of us don't really remember anymore of the 5 amazing points in Pancasila. Some of us can't sing our national anthem right without writing it on the palm of our hands... Some of us have forgotten our true principle of unity, Bhineka Tunggal Ika, and turning it upside down, fighting against each other for our own believe... And if necessary we hurt other people to make our points. There's not much tolerance anymore... Isn't there?

We who now able to live what our forefathers have been fighting for and with their lives, but yet we lose faith of what's important.

we used to think about freedom, now we think about pleasure... We used to think about what is best for the nation, now we think about what's good enough for our own... We used to think about honor, now we think about money... we used to think about fighting for what we believe, no matter what, now we think about taking it all easy, and look thoroughly for safe spots. Or in some other side of this country, we took it too far, and kill other's freedom...
We used to die for freedom, now, we still die, but for stupid things like drugs, which isn't freedom after all. Or we just die innocent because of some who went too far...

So I wonder... Where on earth did the noble minds and spirit go...? The spirit of a hero who tore down the flag of our enemies... The beautiful mind of a legendary composer who wrote the song we can now sing loudly and proudly... The faith and the patience of a modest woman who sewed the first flag we ever honor... Don't forget the intelligent minds who wrote our proclamation... It is written so distinct and detailed that no one shall annul our independence... And of course the unity of our youths proclaiming that we are one, though we are many...

The bravery, the commitment, the perseverance, the courage, the honesty, the honor, the glory, the love of this country, that we don't have as much... The powerful minds... Where did it go? Do we still have it here, down in our hearts, or has it been gone for good?

Remember one thing, everything they dreamed for all their lives, we have. They die, without having the chance to see the result of their long lasting fights, yet, they kept fighting anyway, because they believe their next generations would have the heart to honor everything they have shed their blood for...

Let us one more time pray and thank God for this freedom... Let us once again honor our forefathers, not by raising our hands, but by doing the best of what we do, by keeping their courage alive in our hearts, by keep doing what is noble for the sake of the nation... By tracking back of what's important... and turning it back to where it belongs, on the top of our life lists. Unity is important, honesty is important, perseverance is important. Let's keep it that way.

And do remember that most important is not the instrument but the mind behind the instrument. That is why our great great grand fathers could defeat the enemy by using only bambu runcing... So have the strong minds of our forefathers, and I believe, this nation could be the greatest nation on earth... Because we have it all here, in our country... The rich resources of golds, diamonds, oil..... The heavenly beauty of our mountains and seas and thousands of islands... Not to mention millions of various and beautiful cultures I myself haven't seen it all... I'm telling you, there's no country in this world could have as much variants of one culture as we have here in Indonesia... Do you know how many kinds of Batik culture we have? I don't know for sure, but I know it's a lot! And every variant has its distinct beauty and art.

So would you please.... Just sit down a moment and think... We are the greatest nation.... Live in the greatest country... And my God, we are free to explore and to build and to make this country even greater... Why oh why we don't act like one?

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